I was bored.. and I had no idea it was my fault.

When a woman is lacking her vital spark, the monotony of life can begin to feel like too much.

School run, gym, work/clients, dinner, bed. Rinse, repeat.

At the core, what was really happening - I was bored with myself.

With the same version of me showing up every day.

Being the reliable capable housewife, who could coordinate and juggle it ALL.

Reliable. Emotionally steady. Showing up for my family, clients, community but rarely for myself.

I thought that was the goal and how I would be a good wife.. But I was so very wrong.

In truth, I never wanted to be "needy" or "dramatic."

In fact I'd worked hard to become a capable, strong, independent woman who didn't create problems for others. Who seemed to have life mostly 'sorted'.

But inside I was wilting .. like I was slowly dying inside.

What I didn't understand then was that I was actually boring myself.

When a woman hides or reduces parts of herself, her innate feminine Shakti gets more dull, flat and loses its radiant life giving shine.

It's not always stress and overwork, although those things do play a role.

It's often the lack of connection she has to her own feminine - the vast array of feelings, sensations and experiences shakti truly is, when we don't restrain or cage her.

Here is what I believe now:

When a woman is bored with her life, the responsibility falls on her to correct this.

Bringing the variety, the spice, the aliveness, the play was NEVER his job.

It was always ours..

Just like nature is changeable: from sunshine and birds singing, to volcanic eruptions, waves on the beach, a howling wind and soft snow falling. The feminine, true Shakti, is all of it.

A feminine woman it just like nature, diverse, and constantly changing.

In fact her god-given role as Shakti embodied is to be as varied, wide and as unpredictable as nature.

The moment I started doing the work of expressing through my body these various parts of myself — my wildness, tenderness, darkness, fierceness, devotion and play — everything shifted..

I became genuinely interesting to myself again.

Unpredictable in the most delicious way.

I began to feel alive in my body in a way I hadn't felt in years.

And that full spectrum of feminine presence brought my radiance, my play, my joy for life online, through my body in a very measurable way. Effortlessly.

Men were drawn to me.

I became more erotically alive.

I began to adorn and appreciate my body differently for how she felt, not the way she looked.

When I finally began to accept, embody and rejoice in this wider, more alive, more expressive version of myself, I became so much freer..

I had finally given myself permission to express all of it.

And that continues now, day by day, year by year.

That is what Faces of Shakti is built on.

Becoming a woman of range, instead of a woman who hides herself away to keep others happy.

Listen to me speak more about these concepts in a Live teaching audio on Feminine Flavours here.

My newest program - Faces of Shakti - explores this energy for us as women.

Explore ways to expanding your range, expression and potency through embodying the fullness of your Shakti.

The early birds ends on 31st May.

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It would be my utter pleasure to share this experience with you.

Yours in devotion, Bree